Um, I feel sort of like there's a revolt going inside me...like my body is ganging up on me. Food is no longer my friend. Let me clarify, there are some foods that are still my BFFS, but it seems like they are dwindling by the day. For other foods, its been a complete and utter mutiny. And I'm just approaching 5 wks. This throwing up thing isn't even supposed to be kicking in yet, is it? That's somewhat of a rhetorical question b/c the answer doesn't really matter...the reality does...and the reality is that I've been getting sick.
The past 24 hours have been markedly different than other days. As in more intense (and I thought I had a pretty good, solid stomache....wrong!). I ended up taking a shower this morning at 3:45a b/c I felt so yucky. But the reality is that everytime I get sick, I smile. (I know, totally grossly cheesy and annoying). Its true...b/c this must mean that something good is going on inside. We'll know Friday what exactly that is--- our ultrasound is scheduled for 7am. I asked for their 1st available appt....they said 7 and I said "Yay!"
So, in honor of St Patty's Day, I'm green. Not the kinda green that I've been in the past, but green all the same. And I'm okay with this. Just hoping that someone who doesn't know our secret doesn't accidentally find out when I have to do a mad dash to the restroom in a public place. I'm just gonna try not to let that happen. :)
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